Tired Mumma

after a very long evening yesterday with the H man screaming while i tried to visit with a friend and A being at his friends house overnight i'm still in recovery from the exhaustion. i had honestly forgotten how stressful an unhappy baby can be in the presence of the childless and also when you REALLY want them to be quiet so you can visit. by the time i got him settled at midnight and myself wound down and asleep it was time for Q to wake me up with a potty/water trip. not ideal. not the greatest day to switch to decaf either. i'm tired, i'm so tired i'm depressed. now i see how fast that can happen. fingers crossed that having 2 tomorrow won't kill me.