falling down on the job

long time since my last post...jitters are getting under control with the help of my trusty naturopath. life is busy but good. mostly just suffering at bedtime and otherwise sailing along with the occasional "we live with family" (oh why oh why?) blip here and there. h is basically a giant meatball and getting cuter everyday. q is making us laugh and cry basically everyday like it or not. doctors orders for me are to carve out 30 minutes of just me time. it's tricky but i'm getting the hang of it...it's hard to relax when the laundry is piling up, the floors are filthy and the kids are .. well, kids. trying to savour this summer of part time living with baby h is a daily joy and struggle. where does time go? how to savour effectively? any answers would be much obliged.